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Lecture
Why I
Am A Pagan
I
would like to discuss with you today my view of the basic philosophies
of the neo-pagan movement. I would first like to discuss why it
is emerging, what some of its basic principles are and then I would
like to make it more personal and tell you why I have chosen this
path for my own. My hope is that, when I have finished, you will
a better understanding of Neo-Paganism. After the lecture, I would
love to take your questions and I encourage you to write down any
questions that might arise while I am speaking. I do not claim to
be the spokesperson for the entire movement but I can answer questions
related to my own practice and understanding of several years of
study. Finally, if we have time, I have some simple exercises that
we can do together to try and understand some of these concepts.
In the
1930s in Germany, the rising Nazi regime sought to identify enemies
to their theories of the pure state by marking people with large
symbols. By doing so, they were able to marginalize groups of people
and, as we already know, were planning to eradicate them. The plight
of the Jews who were forced to wear bright yellow six pointed stars
is well known but the Jews were not the only group to be so identified.
Gypsies, intellectuals, gays, Catholics, and others were treated
with the same type of abuse and ruthlessness. Gays, for example,
were identified with pink triangles pointed downwards to represent
female genitalia. The Nazi regime tried to make these symbols and
those who were forced to wear them into objects of great ridicule
hoping that doing so would eventually lead to their extinction.
They were wrong. After World War II, Jewish people came together
and formed their own nation raising upon it a flag whose six pointed
star stands today for religious pride and national unity. Similarly,
gays around the world chose not to be ridiculed with the symbol
of the pink triangle. In fact, they embraced the symbol. It now
represents the pride of the emerging gay and lesbian community.
In universities and other institutions, a pink triangle on an office
door means that the space inside is a safe haven for gays and lesbians.
These are but two examples of people who have joined together to
reclaim a symbol and an identity.
There
is now another group of people who are coming together to do the
same. They are known as neo-pagans and are growing in number every
year. In fact, some surveys claim that it is the fastest growing
religion in America. Paganism in a general sense has been around
for thousands of years. It outdates Christianity, Islam, and Buddhism
and it is possible that some of the older religions such as Judaism
and Hinduism had pagan beginnings. In the period around 50 CE when
Christianity began to spread rapidly throughout the Middle East
and beyond, standard pagan practices of the day were melded into
the emerging practice of the new religion. Early church organizers
wanted their religion to incorporate the practices of other religions
but infuse them with new meaning. The original intent of the word
“catholic” meant “universal.” Christianity
was seen as a universal philosophy. However, around the year 300
and beyond, that began to change. Emperor Constantine declared that
Christianity would become the new state religion and the Holy Roman
Empire was born. The unifying religion became a means of accumulating
power and control over a wide region. People could be controlled
not only by the standard means of brute force made possible by a
large army, but by the will of God whose wishes were known through
the military religious leader. The policy of incorporation turned
into a policy of intimidation. All religions which were not the
official religion were either barely tolerated or banned. Small
religions could be ignored but the large numbers of practicing pagans
throughout the region posed a new threat to the stability of the
emergent empire. Pagans became not only enemies of the state but
were forced into conversion or were killed. The only way to survive
was to make the traditional practices secret.
The new
machine of forced conversion included scores of Christian writers
who could spend their days writing about the ills and evils of non-Christian
practice. Pagan symbols, icons, and practices were not only outlawed,
they were vilified as sinful and those who dabbled in them were
condemned to horrible torture and promises of worse torture in the
afterlife. They were labeled as the work of a new deity created
by the Christians who went by many names but who we know as the
Devil. Please do not misunderstand me. I am not trying to engage
in demeaning the religion of Christianity. The philosophy of tolerance
and love which is at the root of Christian teachings is meaningful
and relevant but, as we all well know, the actions of those who
claim to be adherents of a theology do not always practice what
is preached.
Intolerance
in any setting, religious or not, causes great harm to individuals
and societies. But why is it becoming a fast growing religion now?
I believe it is because of some of the repressive polices of current
major religions and because people want a new religious option that
focuses more on self development rather than group conformity. In
this country, so many people have come to feel hurt and damaged
by the sense of repression created in traditional religious settings.
We are a society that values individualism but does not encourage
that individualism to grow in religion. People are crying out for
a chance to explore spirituality on their own terms. Most have simply
given up entirely on organized religion for this very reason. Paganism
offers some the chance to grow and learn spiritually on an individual
basis. With paganism, all practitioners can become priests and,
therefore, be in charge of their own religious growth. Secondly,
I believe that many have come to view the traditional patriarchal
control and the subjugation of nature as elements of traditional
religions that are in conflict with the realities of the postmodern
world. People have been searching for a new religious paradigm.
As an intellectual society, we consider religious freedom to be
an important part of our social fabric. We even call it a civil
right. As citizens of the United States, it is part of our guiding
social documents - the Constitution and the Bill of Rights. To have
a society with a written document as the leading principle of social
order is a relatively new idea in the history of mankind.
There have
been tolerant societies in the past but it usually only came by
the good graces of a benevolent leader. The concept of civil rights
for a society only developed during the age known as the Enlightenment.
One of the guiding principles of that age was the concept that the
individual members of a society rather than a ruling elite were
capable of self-governance. It was this thinking that led to the
democracies of which we are a part today. With the rise of the concept
of individual freedoms and the idea that government does not have
the authority to control our modes of thought and worship, there
has come a new tolerance for different religious practices. Be that
as it may, the legal condemnation of pagan religions remained a
state policy in England, the United States, and other countries
long after the establishment of their official policies of civil
rights. There have been many battles, many deaths, and much suffering
before we could come to the realization that freedom of religion
must mean all religions. Fortunately, we live on the other side
of that dark tunnel and find ourselves in a world where paganism
is not only practiced regularly, it is recognized by the US courts
as being legal and worthy of equal respect under the law.
Just as
Jews did for their religion and just as gays and lesbians have done
for their own recognition, there are now those who are attempting
to reclaim paganism. From the ashes of hundreds of years of degradation
and condemnation, people are reviving the philosophies and practices
of pre-Christian spiritualities - theologies which believe that
nature and all existence is sacred. They are taking the ancient
symbols, so long and carefully vilified, and turning them into symbols
of good and right. For like all major religions, modern pagans seek
to make themselves and the world around them a better place in which
to live. What, then, is paganism? Neo-paganism is actually a new
religion. Though many of its adherents attempt to renew ancient
practices, the truth is that no one knows exactly what these practices
were. Many have put together a conglomerate of pre-Christian observances
and have woven them together into a new tapestry of spiritual practice.
There is no single creed for neo-pagans and this fact often makes
it difficult to describe them. This means the practice of modern
day paganism can have many variations but I would like to posit
to you some basic similarities.
First
and foremost is: a respect and reverence for Nature and all her
cycles with an ongoing observance of those cycles through joyous
celebratory rituals. These rituals are related to the cycles of
the sun, the moon, and the stars in relation to earth. Most pagans
celebrate eight sun ceremonies called sabbats related to the two
solstices, the two equinoxes, and four dates in between. Other rituals
include esbats which are celebrations of the full moon and astors
which are celebrations of the dark moon when the stars are most
visible. These rituals help the practitioner become in tune with
the natural rhythm and cycles of the life. Connecting with these
rhythms allows one to relate to a natural harmony beyond the self.
This is the basis of all spirituality - to become in tune with and
become a part of something greater than the self. This can be done
by helping others, singing in a choir, worshiping a higher being,
meditating, or in any number of ways. Pagans do many of these same
things but their primary method of connection is through ritual
and by observing the motions and energies of the cosmos.
Secondly
is an understanding of the division of the one source of the universe
divided into two forces: masculine energies represented by God and
feminine energies represented by Goddess. (Some also recognize a
third entity called The Child or the presence of life itself.) This
is similar to the concept of Yin and Yang in that there are two
universal forces that are complementary opposites and which exist
to balance all of nature. Many pagans recognize a singular source
but do not humanize it. They accept the idea that the true source
may be an unknown mystery. Rather than trying to understand the
unknowable, they choose to relate instead to the manifestations
of this source. That is, the two opposites that are seen in all
life. These two, named God and Goddess, are seen by some as higher
beings and by others as metaphors for cosmic energies such as positive
and negative or better yet, the active and the retroactive forces
in nature. The Child is the metaphor for the manifestations of these
energies into living beings. Neo-pagans may believe that we are
here to become part of the act of helping the one source become
conscious of itself. Thus, life is an equal part of divinity and
not beneath nor subservient to it. Without life (the Child) the
energies of God and Goddess would have no purpose and without God
and Goddess, life would have no existence.
Thirdly
is a belief that the physical world in which we live is not the
only reality and that not only do other realms exist but that they
may be experienced. Pagans understand the concept of a non-physical
reality that is beyond time and space and believe that this reality
has a significance on our daily life in ways that are mysterious
and wonderful. They further believe that by learning to understand
this realm, it may be possible to make the lives of ourselves and
others more rich and meaningful by helping others. This concept
may seem the most foreign and far out for non-pagans but many will
tell you that the concept is not so unusual as you may think. For
example, take the concept of beauty. If I were to ask you what is
beauty and to show me where it exists, you might describe something
you consider beautiful. In other words, you might show me something
that was full of beauty - hence the word beati-full. But where is
the actual beauty? Where is beauty itself? It does not exist within
the physical realm. It is an idea. Neo-pagans might say that it
exists in another realm - a mental realm of ideas. What about thoughts
and emotions? We experience them but they do not exist as physical
entities. They are parts of another realm. What about life itself?
What happens to the body after death? Pagans say that we are not
just physical beings but that we are each a spark of the universal
life force that does not perish and that, to live, we must both
possess a physical body and a body made of energy. These exist on
different realms and interact together to produce a living being.
Fourthly,
modern pagans have a belief in free will and choice with an understanding
of the responsibilities and consequences of such freedom. Many believe
that the energies of the universe are the same and exist in all
things. Thus, actions which seek to harm are reverberated throughout
the fabric of the universe and are eventually returned to cause
harm to the sender. This is similar to the Buddhist principle of
Karma but is understood in terms of universal energy patterns. Thus,
Neo-paganism, as with any major religion, has an ethical underpinning
that is deceptively simple. It bears much resemblance to the Golden
Rule except that doing good is rewarded and doing wrong produces
consequences that are brought about by the fabric of live of which
we are all a part. There is no judgment or after-life punishment.
There is only the realization that good produces good and wrong
creates negative consequences. There will always be those who work
the so called Òdark artsÓ but there have been and always will be
abuses in all religious traditions.
Fifth is
a precept I have already touched upon which is a respect and tolerance
for all sacred paths and practices which cause no harm to others
and the ability to incorporate these teachings into personal practice
when desired. Many modern pagans call themselves eclectic to signify
the fact that they have learned from different religious traditions
and that they have added to their practice things which they have
learned from other sources. Pagans realize that there is no one
single truth. Rather they claim that there are a variety of ways
of thinking and practicing which help one relate to the divine.
It is an accepted and welcome fact that all neo-pagans practice
and believe differently. What is important is that no harm is caused
and that one remains true to one’s own practice. There are,
of course, those who believe that one way and only one way is the
right way but ALL religious practices have their fundamentalists.
The basic premise, then, is a worship and celebration of the energies
of the universe and the cycles they create in nature.
Observing
how these interact in daily life is the religious practice and celebrating
these cycles is the basis for worship and ritual. I might also add
that pagans tend to be a joyous lot. For the most part, they believe
that the body, the mind, the soul, and the heart are all special
gifts of being alive and that they each should be celebrated as
well for they are equally parts of the universal dance of life.
Now that we understand a little better what a pagan is or maybe,
as most pagans define themselves, by what they are not, one might
ask - what might motivate someone to become pagan? Again, I cannot
answer for all because each has his or her own reason. I can only
answer for myself but for many like myself, finding paganism has
often been described as being like coming home. Like me, many describe
how they have been pagan all along in thought and action but did
not know that a common religious experience existed. I can tell
you that my personal spiritual journey has covered a wide spectrum
from fundamentalist Christian to Atheist turning later to Buddhism
and Taoism.
It wasn’t
until I discovered Unitarian-Universalism in my late twenties that
I began to feel as if I wasn’t a total freak. Growing up in
a world where you believe that thinking the same as everyone else
is the sign of a truly adjusted adult, I felt a wave of relief when
I discovered a religious practice that held to no single truth.
Like paganism, UUs do not have a central creed to which all must
adhere. Instead, they believe that each has the right and responsibility
to pursue individual religious truth. Within any Sunday in a typical
UU fellowship, you may be joined by agnostics, atheists, humanists,
Buddhists, Taoists, liberal Christians, Jews, Quakers, and, yes,
even pagans, among many others. When I first observed this, I said
to myself -these are my people. I had made my first homecoming.
Though enriching to me, it still lacked something for which I was
searching. Unitarian-Universalist congregations must constantly
engage in a struggle for ways to bring so many diverse beliefs together
into one community. That is their strength - the ability to bring
together a community of people devoted to spiritual growth and learning
while honoring and maintaining a respect for a diversity of theologies.
Its challenge to me, however, is that it cannot proscribe any one
method of practice. This must be done through smaller offshoots
of the community. Thus, at UU fellowships, you will find regular
meetings of all these different faith practices I have mentioned.
I wanted to find one that fit my philosophies and I found it when
I attended my first pagan outdoor public ritual. I saw a group of
free thinking, joyous nuts dancing around in robes and pendants
having the time of their life celebrating the wonders of nature.
I said to myself, these are my people! They provided for me some
of the things for which I was searching. For example, I desired
to have a personal connection to nature. Paganism provides methods
of ritual based on honoring nature and natural cycles. There is
a basis of tradition from which individuals can create their own
individual practices but creating the actual rituals is up to the
individual practitioner. This appealed to me. By calling cosmic
forces God and Goddess, I felt as if I could have a more personal
connection to the universe. It was no longer some dark mysterious
force that was distant from me. I could believe that I was an equal
part of the workings of the cosmos. This was a welcome change from
the subservient stance of other religions. With paganism, I could
celebrate my love of nature. I always thought that everyone shared
this same appreciation but I soon discovered that I was wrong. Someone
once asked me, “Did you ever do mean things to creatures when
you were young?” This question was asked with an underlying
assumption which was that, of course, all children did mean things
to plants and animals when they were young as if such things were
common and a rite of passage. No, I answered, never. Such an action
would make no sense to me. I remember, instead, spending long hours
watching insects and animals. I remember that they taught me more
than most of my human teachers. I recall spending hours just watching
an ant colony, for example. They readily accepted my presence without
feeling threatened. I thought for sure they were looking back at
me as if to say “See, this is what life is all about.”
Then, I would watch crows gather in the woods and they would seem
to be saying the same thing. I felt an affinity with trees and rocks
and water.
Secondly,
paganism seemed to me to be about celebrating real events. Pagan
ceremonies are about connecting with the motions of the sun, moon,
and earth. These are real events that affect our lives. Taking time
to thank the sun for being alive, to observe the moon and the natural
cycles that it both causes and represents, to stand in awe and be
humble before the millions of stars we see at night, or to praise
the earth for providing food and and a home did not seem like a
foolish idea to me. What could be harmful about being thankful for
being able to live another day? For many cultures, that which provides
becomes a deity. The sun is worshiped as a god because it provides
heat, light, and provides sustenance to the plants we consume. The
sun provides life. If it were to cease to be in existence, we would
all die. This fact is true regardless of cultural, philosophical,
or theological background. Why not take time to recognize this fact
and be thankful that the sun shines another day? That is what I
asked myself and found no discomfort in doing so.
This leads
me to another of my reasons for becoming pagan. As I have just mentioned,
paganism works with astronomy - the workings of the planets. Paganism
does not dismiss science nor does it reject scientific learning.
With neo-pagan thought, science and religion merge. I could not
understand how science and religion were always at odds with each
other. Why cannot they be a part of the same world? Many modern
pagans understand the energies of the universe as being the same
energies of God and Goddess. The current discoveries in subatomic
or quantum physics fit in very well with occult thinking and theories
about the connections of all beings. Fritjof Capra’s famous
book, The Tao of Physics discusses the apparent connection and interrelatedness
seen at the molecular level. Standard concepts of time and space
come into question that seem confusing and frightening to the Western
scientist but not to the practitioner who has become to know these
same things in a spiritual practice that does not deny the validity
of personal experience. The language of the pagan practitioner becomes
a metaphor for scientific reality but is spoken in terms of a personal
connection and relationship to these strange and wonderful universal
workings.
My final
reason for this discussion of why I became a pagan is that I truly
believe that if we are going to save this planet and ourselves,
we must once again come to the realization that the earth and all
its inhabitants are sacred and are to be treated as such. Now I
know what you’re thinking. I’m going to stand here and
lecture you about environmentalism and tree hugging and then I’m
going to get into my pollution and greenhouse gas producing vehicle
and drive to my energy consuming and wasteful garbage producing
home. You would say I was being hypocritical and you would be right.
I do not pretend that I am the model of the perfect and pious environmentalist.
I still have to drive to work and I can’t afford to get off
the power grid. Nor does my community make it possible for me to
get to work with public transportation. But, I do believe that if
any of this is eventually going to change, it must begin by first
having the attitude that it needs to change. Too many of the mainstream
religions have been preaching that the earth is here for our personal
purpose. Too long have we come to see a grove of woods as an investment
opportunity. We have been taught that all of this has been provided
solely for our benefit to do with as we wish without consequence.
We are slowly learning the fallacies and potential dangers of this
philosophy. There must be a new attitude to take the place of this
current devastating paradigm. We must believe in the sacredness
of all life and of all the earth. It is not just something that
flower adorned hippies do, it is something that may be necessary
for all of us to do for our own survival. This, for me, is what
paganism is all about.
The
word paganism encompasses a great variety of thoughts, practices
and philosophies but there are a few common elements that can be
identified and discussed. This diversity, this love of natural things,
of scientific concepts, this ability to develop your own personal
practice, this freedom of thought without a singular creed, these
are all things that attracted me to my current practice. I believe
that these may be some of the same reasons that many others are
also finding themselves attracted to neo-paganism. I thank you for
the chance to speak about them.
last updated 3/18/03
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